This month I have chosen to post a chapter from my book, Cool Mom on the Hot Seat (pub. 2005). The book does not have pictures, so I have added these from the my "vintage" collection just for fun. Merry Christmas to you all!
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On the last day of school before Christmas
vacation, Meredith ran up to the back door and called as she arrived,
“You should see all my stuff, Mom!”
She emptied the contents of her backpack on the living room rug. Out spilled Christmas cookies, candy canes, and school papers collected through all of December.
She emptied the contents of her backpack on the living room rug. Out spilled Christmas cookies, candy canes, and school papers collected through all of December.
I looked out the window and saw Thomas approaching, slowly, carrying his violin, a scowl on his face. He bumped his way into the house, breathing frustration, and dropped his backpack and violin case. Slumping into a chair, he moaned, “We were ba-a-ad. I couldn’t believe how bad we were. Everybody played a different speed.”
It was true; the violin portion of the Christmas concert had sounded, as Charles Dickens said, “like fifty stomach aches.” Already in his third year of private violin lessons, Thomas found school music frustrating. I understood his sense of humiliation.
“I saw you. I could tell that you knew the
words to all the songs.” Meredith had been singing around the
house for days.
“I knew them all,” she said. “You know
what Janelle said? She said she had on the prettiest dress. I don’t
think that was very nice, was it? Besides her dress wasn’t the
nicest. Miss Mantas said everybody looked nice.” Meredith
continued on to the annoyance of Thomas.
(homemade decorations for the little upstairs tree) |
“I am not, Thomas.”
“Yes you are—all the time.” He slunk
further into the chair.
“Okay Thomas,” I intervened, “it’s your
turn. What do you want to say?”
“Nothing,” he grunted. “It’s just a
rotten day. I’m going outside.”
In a few minutes, I heard the thud-thud of his
basketball hitting the driveway I had shovelled earlier that
afternoon.
“I’m going out too,” Meredith said, heading
to her room to change into play clothes. I listened to her talking
to her dolls, to her clothes, and to herself. At last, she went down
cellar for her snow pants, boots, hat and mittens, still in a
cheerful one-sided conversation.
Thomas returned with an improved frame of mind.
“Johnny can’t come out, so I’m going to read. I have to read
four books over vacation.” He sat down on the living room rug and
started pulling books and papers out of his backpack. In her snow
clothes, Meredith clomped up the cellar stairs and out the back door,
without noticing that Thomas had come in.
“Here, Mom,” Thomas said, coming into the kitchen. “I made this in Art. I thought it would look nice over the sink.”
He held a paper angel, neatly colored, mounted on
green construction paper and folded into a cylinder.
“Can you hang it up now?”
I cut a hole in the top, thread a string, and
hung the angel over the window latch.
“There, how’s that?” I asked.
“Good. That’s a good place for it.”
Although only late afternoon, it was getting dark
and I hadn’t seen or heard Meredith since she went out. I turned
on the outside back door light, but didn’t see her in the yard. I
went into the living room, turned on the front lights and opened the
door to look out. Meredith lay sprawled on her back surrounded by
snow angels.
“Look at all these snow angels,” I called to
her. “We’ll think we’re in heaven, there are so many.”
“There are twenty-three of them.”
I wondered that twenty-three snow angels could
fit in our small urban yard, but there they were, a heavenly host
shoulder to shoulder, in rows. I closed the door. In a few minutes
Bill would be home and it would be time for dinner. Thomas appeared
relaxed in the chair reading. I put on Christmas music and walked
into the kitchen where the paper angel hung over the sink.
(Santa Clause brings Buster kitten and a Hess truck!) |